There is a kick that goes to many heads from their own feet with mistaken thoughts directing the whole stage break. It is hard to focus when one feels like something is not important enough and many things are being flung at once. In today’s world the latter is a constant with our media and age of information technology being what it is. This doesn’t mean one cannot focus. The secret isn’t hitting yourself or taking adderoll but becoming more involved! Let the need for higher detail turn into a fiending for more information about the subject at hand. And look for a way the subject is fun, could be fun, and answer how it wants to be fun. The center of focus is play because anyone who is good at is, no matter how rigid they may seem, enjoys what they’re doing.
Taking a moment to let things be interesting means making a moment real. The skipping and overdosing on multiple subjects at a time is irregular, haphazardly, disgusting, disrespectful, and overall repugnant right before it is ironic. A person who jumps to go too fast is a person forcing new things into old patterns instead of appreciating and playing with the new toy at hand. Speed is not a factor of this and the thoughts which push for it are for mindless slaves and efficient idiots that will know zero expansion, creativity or innovation. If you give a fuck about something, then play with it. Change the angle, compare it with other things new, imagine if it happened 400 years ago, measure it as if it were dead and needed remembering; do something goddamn creative between you and the thing since nothing really exists except your perception so the judgments come from you and this item and you deserve a romance, stop robbing and punishing yourself.
The more you enjoy a moment and allow yourself to let go of irregular judgments from past fears the more the future becomes bright and the current becomes real. Children see the moment as huge as it is where adults hold a load of aimless critique and attempts to make the next coming moment fit into their lifespan psychology. It’s also called telescopic lensing where since more is behind it, the next moment looks smaller and smaller; this is not true but letting comparisons affect perceptions, blur understandings. The now is the perfect moment and you are totally free right now. Everything rejecting that is of the past, from a small and particular understanding of a single experience of the world. Freedom that children have which adults lose is the egotistical need to keep their experiences important and valid thus their minds look to force new things into old boxes and create a pin-holed scope to see life. This is enslaving one’s self. This is the opposite of being present and engaged fully; that is why children are more turned on as being than adults. That lack of freedom stems from an insecurity and fear of being wrong creating a forced conclusion need steering the senses.
So in conclusion, free yourself to enjoy your world. Get involved with whats at hand as though its a new true love. Play with the world to make it matter. Letting go of old things is the only way to stay real. You are anything but fake so please stop pretending you could ever be. You’re not even fucking good at it and the best part of life is on, you’re missing it.
