Hold your color

It is normal to want things and desire at its purest form is the purest form of drive. But we want things and stuff and people to like and better jobs and more money. Or we say that bullshit, but what we want, to aptly quote John Lennon’s infamous ,and possibly made up, kindergarden quote wherest a teacher asks what he wants to be when he grows up he replies,”happy”. Because we want that and we know inside ourselves what that would feel like. But it doesn’t feel right unless its current. What feels right is what is familiar. People treat us the way we act and the way we act is what feels familiar. To change who you are, how happy you are, whats you’re coming to you and how people treat you does not take careful planning or micro managing behavior. It takes finding a feeling and allowing one’s self to act on it. To find a happy place and move your soul, your place of comfort to it so that you now are that. Its like channeling, or growing up if the phrase were to actually be accurate. On some occasions, we are gifted with such a day or moment. We get scared and ruin the role so the play hits the road without us. The trick is to find your color and hold it. Its not a force but a comfort and a new way to feel when breathing. Think dreams through, find the emotional mood, let that whole idea vibrate through you as if you were already there.